The dream

A whole barrage of emotions wash over me as I hug you goodbye.
Hugs, far and few between.
Words fail me, as they often do.
A friendly pat, ‘All the best’, guarded Jo at her very best.
I turn and walk, eyes welling up, not quite understanding why.
Face flushed, lost, head buzzing, I breath deeply, evening air.
I envision the movies where you come running after.
You run and tell me what I want to hear.
But there is no such thing.
Reality bites.
For that moment I exist on an alternate plane

I wake up.

I know.

This journey I walk.
I have to walk alone.

I hate goodbyes.

December 30, 2008. The darkness within.

3 Comments

  1. abby replied:

    donch worry….i should be back in aussie within the next 4 yrs =D I’ll come and visit u!!

  2. A Dalek replied:

    Making Jo well up is not allowed! They must be exterminated! :p

    I want to add ‘you are not alone’ but that sounds too much like a horror movie tagline :o

    Safest trails, jo, seeya soon! :)

  3. Sideshowjo replied:

    Abby, come. We’ll go cycling!

    Dalek, exterminate! exterminate! Complete with epileptic shakes.

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